edit* from period to period problems to eat if you dont enjoy life for fill...
First time i really heard of suicide thoughts was before it all takes and took places in this novel... she asked me whispering If I ever had or has? i did not answer. I turned my cheek away. cause i did not want my parents hear this discussion. I did not like it, but at the same time curious... realised... so it was with her and how treated she were. she showed me her family album and a bit of her life...
One of our last talking
she was absolutely sure that I will find LOVE and versus. But she could never live and stand with someone which decides things over her. She was decided that i could handle love and life!
She turned away her cheek and Didnot wanna talk more... Cause we were to the bones- she didnt were quiet.
she couldnt handle life... and none where.She was loved by her mom and bro's and versus.
Some deeper thoughts and other words and families I dont hang out... were are more but not necessary.
https://harrietvonbromssen.blogspot.com/2022/03/landscape-of-springfever.html
